I pushed and I pushed
But I never expected you to turn around and shove
We lie to ourselves cuz we don’t wanna own it
When we hurt the ones we love
Time after time I’m trying to unravel
The emotions I’ve mixed up
But the words won’t come undone
I think I’m ready to run
The tears I swallowed keep coming back up
And the fear’s stuck in my throat
Memories keep coming up hollow
But the soundtrack still plays on
And day after day I’m trying to remember
Why it is I’m holding on
But the pictures bleed as one
I think I’m ready to run
I can’t keep standing
In the rain
And I can’t keep drowning
In my pain
The quicksand is quickly pulling
Down my frame
The hourglass is running out of sand
Asking for change while holding on
To countless used to be’s
Happy to be held captive cuz we’re
Scared of choosing free
But I don’t wanna live my life
As an alternate for me
I think it’s time for us to come undone
I think I’m ready to run
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